Good (for my soul)

I'm listening to Andrea Harihandoyo and Sonic People's songs again lately after almost 2 years. Haha could you believe it ha? yeah i know, i acctually don't have to wait until a year or more for listening again. I dont have problem with my ipod too,until now.

I'm just scared. Ya. Scared. Simple stupid reason. You know,listening to their album is acctually brings back 2010's memories and it just hurt me. It is hurt to remember again. Not because i've sad memories, just because i've to face the reality that i couldn't back to that memorable time again. The old school, friends, places, stupid crush, galau time, spamming, and also this little blog.

Yeah, this is it. I remember those moments again. Want to crying, want to screaming out loud. And now or whenever i hear the songs there's one thing i never,ever couln't forget; a golden pasts.

But ya ppl, i'm hurt already, again and again, so i do't have to be scare again.

'But save, my good memories
Save, i'm begging please'


Andre Harihandoyo and Sonic people, The Breakup.

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Sunday Morning

No my-photos-sharing. Its been a first week of school and i'm totally tired. Tired of homeworks,old feeling, old memories, and always being labile. I'm damn tired you know. I hadn't enough sleep time, and always hard to sleep. I had a zombie faces every morning. I sleep with my uniform until the next day. I always promise myself to get dilligent but thats all is just a bullshit. I keep lazy. I just say a lying promises. I still not work fast and done all of my school-things.

And all of old memories. Gosh can i want my old memories back? i hate some things that changed 180 degrees. You. Yes,you. You were my best friend ever but now you just a stranger. I hate this time! I hate you and every little thing about you. I just want the old you. I just want my April 2011. I just want your old sweet text again,that always gives strength and spirit. I just want you to take care my books and keep read it until now. But yeah, i think my books is just a worst things in your house. I understand that.

And i'm sure you've know me enough that i'm a labile person and a big drama queen. Now,2012 is begin with a tears.

Reread.

" I'm a believer of "passion", but at the same time, I do think that "passion" should be balanced. I disagree with the thinking that if you're into arts, then you don't need to study maths. Or if you've managed to run a business even before you graduate, then there's no point of finishing school or university. Life should be balanced. Like day and night. Like fiction and fantasy. Practice goes well with theories. Sometimes, we abuse the idea of "passion" that we neglect the fact that in life, it's not always about you. And even when it's about you, you need to be complete. Don't use "passion" as an excuse to miss out on other things life has to offer. Don't just live in your own passion-bubble and not touch other worlds. Be out there and stay current. "

- Diana Rikasari

10th January

Page 10 of 365
Monday, 10th January 2011.

First awesome day of school. Never forgot how it feels been a new student in a different school.

Page 10 of 366.
Tuesday, 10th January 2012.

First year of school. Abstract. Hard to explain. Worst.

Quick (curhat) Words

Yeahahaha. Here i am,writing this with my low batt ipod and college's wifi. Accompany my brother's debate learning. Hear every body's talking with foreign accent. Hear for things i dont even understand what is it.

Yeah,i'm in Bandung now for vacation....i think. I'm so excited. Oh yeah i'm so excited. Hahaha.

I feel like alien. The end.