Effect.

My different faces while had 4 days of try out.

Whatever what the hell is try out,how my nem later,how my scores later,idc. I DO REALLY NOT CARE.

*nangis di pojokan*

Turning 15th

(sweet picture from @makomoka & @icaice.Thanksss a lot! <3 )

Somehow this day is the golden birthday ever.

Turning 15th is not a usual age. i grew up with everything in a two different places. i learned how to adapt with a new school,friends,and environment.

I learned how i really miss my old place and feel that my real home is not here. i learned how to run,not how to walk or even stay in my spot. i learned how to move on,without look back and say hello to a  future and new things. i learned everything.

I grew up with every little thing i like and dislike. i grew up from such a nerd girl to a labile person. who fall in love in a few times and never stop until they wake me up. who sensitive and cry for a simple thing. who suddenly sad without reasons. who act without thinking first. who always doing everything that i cant imagine before.

I learned how apreciate and respect are the things we need for life. i learned how i always need someone's help. otherwise,i can't stand alone. i learned how we must say thank you even for a simple little thing. i learned that my parents really influental with me,who always beside me when i grew up without realize that they are getting older. i learned a lot.

I'm getting older. i may just an ordinary person,but i really apreciate and thank all whom wishes me a lot things. i'm getting older,and i really grateful for that.

Alhamdulillah,i'm turning 15th right now. without a big probs,without a bad disease,without a sorrow. :)

Hidden Light

I'm stuck on a dark place.an empty room,without any strength,without any spirit.i'm lost,i don't even smell happines at all.i changed.i'm not me anymore.i'm someone else.i feel narrow.i'm not at my home.i don't know what is going on.i don't know what are wrong with people around,or even me.i make a simple things into complicated,just like now i'm writing this.

i need light.i have to find that hidden light.but i'm a foolish,i still dont know how to find it.
but i'm a foolish,i already give up before do my best effort.

Graphic Fever with the New La Sardina Pattern Editions!

Yang Lomographers mana suaranya??!?!?!?!?

Jangan bilang lo gk tau lomographers.peduli amat lah -_-
Buat lomographers atau yang baru-jadi-lomographers atau yang sok sok ngaku lomographers kaya gue pasti gak asing dong sama jenis kamera yang satu ini? *jeng jeng*

La Sardina Pattern Edition!!

Is they so cute?of course.semua lihat itu,semua tau itu,gue mau banget itu.siapa sih yang ga mau? kamera dengan wide-lens angle,multiple exposure yang ketara banget (dibanding fisheye gue) sama model rewind dial yang gampang,la sardina is the perfect match for the best analogue-picture ever.apalagi sekarang udh ngeluarin yang pattern edition yang terdiri dari quadrat,cubic,domino dan mobius.check 'em out dh

Quadrat

Cubic

Domino

 Mobius

And picture time!!! here are some picture taken with la sardina camera

Everyone love to improve their style.and with all of this cute camera,you can show 'em how stylish are you along with the georgeous picture you've been taken with this la sardina :)

Got the info enough?kalo belum kalian juga bisa visit Lomonesia for more info :D

Sedikit curhat tentang gue dong ._. hu dari mulai La Sardina baru keluar,masih yang bentuk nya kaya kaleng sardin gitu sudh pengen banget,tapi payah nabungnya lama T_T sampe la sardina pattern edition udh keluar.Sedih?emang.And i'm joining Lomo Blog Competition by Lomography Society Indonesia,ngarep ngarep bakalan menang dan dapet gratisan,mayan deh hadiah ulang tahun :p #mentalpelajar #ehgakadaya #yaudahsih

Wish me luck to winning this competition ya! kalo kalian juga cinta banget sama la sardina kalian juga bisa ikut lomo blog competition juga kok! lumayan kan mehehe.Tapi jangan deh,biar gue gk punya saingan terus menang deh ._____.

sedikit  foto dari gambaran gue yg abal -_-

See you at my next post as a winner! #eh #amindeh

I want brain washing.

Being fall in love in a few times is always bothering.

I feel like my brain filled up with only that sucks thing,no more.i ignoring my subjects,day dreaming,doing something that i know i dont have to.i just...dont know how to stop being like this.i need someone stop me.

Please,stop and let me out from this fuck condition.

You name the title.

I'm sorry,i should realize frm the beginning that i'm nt good enough for u.i forgot to look up through the mirror that i'm not beauty enough for u.i should stop doing this shits cause i already break evrything.

Thank you,for let me know how happy i am know that you already knew what i feel for u.and i should stop this and...letting go.

Thank you,and i'm so sorry for come to ur life ;>