Hidden Light

I'm stuck on a dark place.an empty room,without any strength,without any spirit.i'm lost,i don't even smell happines at all.i changed.i'm not me anymore.i'm someone else.i feel narrow.i'm not at my home.i don't know what is going on.i don't know what are wrong with people around,or even me.i make a simple things into complicated,just like now i'm writing this.

i need light.i have to find that hidden light.but i'm a foolish,i still dont know how to find it.
but i'm a foolish,i already give up before do my best effort.