Friday, October 3, 2014

Bahagia Sampai Mati


"Aku sedang jauh dari Tuhanku"

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Im,Des.

maapin ya baru jawab butuh tenaga kameha meha //gklucu
GK CUKUP MASA KEPANJANGAN UDH MACEM DONGENG.

FATWA LAHUM YASARUNA.
Anak eksis smp 5 bgt, maklum ikut eskul ngeband kk. Pertama kali liat pas kls 8 bbrp hari setelah pindahan, softlens BIRU tas item bentuknya macem makam hartkor abis. terus cm ngobrol biasa soalnya kenal deket sm Uul. Kita baru mbledos waktu kelas 9 karna ternyata sekelas. banyak bgt ceritanya sm wawa bakalan capek kalo diceritain pokoknya yg paling diinget waktu aku sempet dijudge sm anak sekelas waktu tapel b.inggris tb2 hpku bunyi kerang bgt karna aku lupa silent, pengen marah batinku sopose sms nggarai isin ae wunine banter. Terus tibake iku sms tekan KON sing isine "wes yo dan omongane arek2 gk usah direken, ayo kudu sinau kene mlebu bareng sma 1 yo" HUHU SEBAL. Dan kene sempet crash soale jare aku menyebarkan nek kon seneng njabon HAHA GAKPAHAM:( padahal aku gk nyebar blas. Kita sama sama punya goal: Masuk SMA 1, jd mgkn itu yg bikin deket & cerita many things mulai musik Maliq yg diputer tiap hari pake speaker kelas sampe Adhitia Sofyan yg diputer pas hujan didepan kelas macak mellow HAHAHA. sampe percintaan yg blg "aku muak" pas semua tidur di bis waktu walilima tinggal kita doang yg bangun. Kerasa bgt menggos2 usaha masuk smansa waktu liat danem pada ngga cukup, belajar buat mandiri sampe suka sm org yg punya nama yang sama setelah debat (R) HAHAHAHA tp orangnya zonk semua.

Entah gmn critanya banyak yg diceritain masing2 punya kesamaan, sama2 pengen osis dan alhamdulillah lolos dua2nya. Pleasure bgt, mulai sma udh agak gk begitu seinten kelas 9 kaliya karna sm2 gk sekelas, agak mls juga gk bisa kayak dulu. Wawa kayanya mulai nemu passion nya sendiri hebat bgt, she's travelling. Iri bgt sm dia yg udh jelas nemu passionnya dmn meanwhile I AM NOTHING hahah. Waktu udh mantep ternyata lagi2 goal kita sama; masuk jurusan IPS eh tp ttp gk jodoh kaliya gk sekelas lg. Hu. Sedih. Bgt. Buanyak yg pengen cerita sm wawa kangen tp somehow walau jarang tiap kita ketemu & ngomongin sesuatu trs ngakak2 sendiri cm kita aja yg tau. Yakan, duta? :) duta sheila on 7 maksute.

Musik? smsm cinta sm indie sampe nekat macak mahasiswa buat nntn Endah N' Rhesa, tp gk cukup nyali coy HAHAHA. Fashion? kita pernah rasan2 sakenteke mbak2 fashion blogger yg bajunya bagus tp badannya ngga HAHA NGAWUT KON WA. Buku? I guess she's the only one yang memberi hadiah sesuatu yang truly sangat sedang saya inginkan dan butuhkan, Kening. Kita udh macem fitrop yang bedah buku nya sendiri soalnya kita berbagi pendapat semuanya ttg Kening yang hellogoodbye. Kita cem anak labil yg ngarep bakalan nemu org kayak Arga, but i guess kayanya sekarang dia udh nemu teman yang ceritanya sama kayak Hellogoodbye lah :)) Azek.

Mimpi? She's truly amazing, sepertinya mimpi nya satu per satu sudah terwujud. (mek e aku sek ndek kene gurung nemu opo opo gurung isok ngewujudno opo opo)

Too much yg blm yg klo dibeberin semua udh macem trilogi wk yogak, yang jelas pengen balik sedekat masa kejayaan kelas 9. Berharga banget.

Sukses bareng, ayo ajarono aku nggunung ambek mengejar mimpi.
Sampek ngkok kene golek kuliahane bareng tunjekan sampe gunung Arjuno ae, yogak.

Ayo les.


Saturday, July 5, 2014

489 Days.



So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over?
I think you're doing fine
That girl in your arms does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town
You don't want me to be around
But I stayed anyway
Just in case

Finding reasons to hate you more than before
Like how you said you would call
But never at all
Got rid of your number that I know by heart

You left your things at my place
As if I have all the space
Cause you know I don't mind
Just come back when you think it's time

So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over?
You do this all the time
You come and you go like I'm nothing, you know?

Every time you come back to me
I'm prepared to watch you leave
You can't make your mind up about me

I imagine what it's like
What if you might leave everything and come home?
But I know that you won't
After what I've been through
I still worry about you

You're letting know all your friends
It's definitely the end
But you know I don't mind
Just come back when you think it's time

I'm all black and white inside
Monotonous from left to right
I decorate my house with things you love
Just in case you show up
In case you show up


In case you show up

(Playing Decorate by Yuna like all the time)


I thank everything for all we've done, we've been through, we've feel about.
I might truly a whore for you but i'm entirely deeply still in love with you.
I am utterly sorry for not being your best, for all things i've done, for all things happened.


And a farewell, is a new rendezvous.

Thank you.
See you on top. :)