28 March-30 March

I felt like this three days is really sucks.I don't know why,i always tried the best,to make a good moods,and find a new spirits.It always not worked,always.I've been school for three months already,but nothing get change.Nothing change me,to adapt and get friendly with everyone,start to love my subjects with a new teacher,and know that my new school is different than my old and i must keep my good scores.

And this three days,i felt like i'm really worst.i felt like this school is dont want to be friendly with me.i felt like they said that you should not be here,bitch.They are really break my mood,that i always find it for a long time to get a spirit to go this school.you know,i always get lazy for go to school,i felt like what for?i can concentrate with everything.i always tried to got a good mood and at least i want go to school.but suddenly they break it easily like shits.

I get a bad midtest score,especially for ja(fuck)nese haha.i get a damn much homework and double test a day,and i'm to lazy for study.i felt like my friends treat me really bad,and i really bored to hear every angry words from my teachers.i felt like i go to school for nothing,and i always wait the school is over and i can go back home.

I really want to go back home,this is not my home.