9th

My parents told me that i am a 9th grade which is,i must study a lot,get serious with all subjects,no more playing and focus for national exam.i know that,i always try to get serious but they keep tought that i'm too relax.idk i must say that they already understand or give an attention but here i am,writing this with feeling unfree.i dont wanna trapped with routines,with schedule,what time i must go back home,what time i must go to bed and many more.i hate routines,i hate all of same activities we've done every day,no different things.i'll study if i want to,if i need to,not because forced.i'm not sure that will make a good things but i dont wanna feel unfree.you ever feel unfree,don't you?is that good?are you okay with that?are you happy with that?

i know they do that because they love me,but i just feeling unfree.i wanna do what i want,what i like,without a ban.