489 Days.

So you decided to see me out of the blue

Should I let you come over?

I think you're doing fine

That girl in your arms does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town

You don't want me to be around

But I stayed anyway

Just in case

Finding reasons to hate you more than before

Like how you said you would call

But never at all

Got rid of your number that I know by heart

You left your things at my place

As if I have all the space

Cause you know I don't mind

Just come back when you think it's time

So you decided to see me out of the blue

Should I let you come over?

You do this all the time

You come and you go like I'm nothing, you know?

Every time you come back to me

I'm prepared to watch you leave

You can't make your mind up about me

I imagine what it's like

What if you might leave everything and come home?

But I know that you won't

After what I've been through

I still worry about you

You're letting know all your friends

It's definitely the end

But you know I don't mind

Just come back when you think it's time

I'm all black and white inside

Monotonous from left to right

I decorate my house with things you love

Just in case you show up

In case you show up

In case you show up

(Playing Decorate by Yuna like all the time)

I thank everything for all we've done, we've been through, we've feel about.

I might truly a whore for you but i'm entirely deeply still in love with you.

I am utterly sorry for not being your best, for all things i've done, for all things happened.

And a farewell, is a new rendezvous.

Thank you.

See you on top. :)

Tidurlah, Payung Teduh ( 04-13, 2014)

Akhirnya malam tiba juga
Malam yang kunantikan sejak awal
Malam yang menjawab akhir kita
Inikah akhir yang kita ciptakan

Dan pagi takkan terisi lagi
Lonceng bertingkah sebagaimana mestinya
Membangunkan orang tanpa membagi
Sedikit asmara untuk memulai hari

Tidurlah, malam terlalu malam
Tidurlah, pagi terlalu pagi
Tidurlah, malam terlalu malam
Tidurlah, pagi terlalu pagi.

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"Usahlah kau pertanyakan, kemana, kaki nya kan melangkah

Kita berdua tahu, dia pasti pulang ke rumah."

Rumah bukannya harus selalu harfiah, bangunan tempat kita tinggal, tempat kita selalu kembali untuk sekedar tidur.

Rumah yang aku ingin adalah sebagai tempatmu untuk selalu kembali, walaupun kamu telah mengalami berbagai kebahagiaan di luar sana.

Rumah yang aku ingin adalah sebagai alasan untukmu tetap kembali lagi, menemuiku lagi, walaupun kamu sudah jenuh dengan isinya.

Rumah yang aku ingin, bukan hanya sekedar tempatmu berlabuh, untuk sekedar datang, walaupun memang aku bukan yang terbaik dibanding apa yang ada di luar sana.

Aku tau, kamu sedang jauh.

Hati-hati di luar sana, jangan mudah terlena.

......dan jangan lupa, pulanglah ke rumah.