Freunde

I suddenly miss my friends. Well,not truly suddenly. I always miss them. Always. I miss them a lot until idk how to say it. But somehow,this is the climax.

I was such a bad friend. I dont even know how are they right there and right now. I'm not up to date for what happening around 'em. I'm too busy with my ego and emotional wondering of being forgotten. I'm too busy thinking are they miss me too and wondering am i fine here.

I just sad. I cant do anything better for them. What can i do is just asking how are them and said that i miss them by facebook. What can i do is just say unimportant things at my another friend's mention. Just usual. Just for formally.

Yeah,i shouldn't wondering are they miss me too or not. I've already be a bad friend,ever. Yeah but however i cannot lie to myself and pretending to everybody and being fake. I just miss them. And i have no idea what else i could do to make them believe that i truly miss them,and love them.

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